I have written this since 9th grade but have just added some new things. Hope you have good time reading it. Take this easy alright 
The one
Once I have been told:
“In the darkest time hey you young fellow
You should never lose your faith and belief.”
And hey folks at that time
I thought I got it all but no
I just got the saying but not the problem
Then with the years passed by
I had good time and bad time
And there in the darkest time of all
I fell over the edge
Deep in my soul I thought I had lost all
None could pull me back
None would make me believe
Even the person I had trusted so much
And for that I felt such loss
So much in despair
So much in depressed
Then I felt nothing more
Nothing could change my feeling
Nothing would make me feel again
The joy, the happiness even those sorrows
I kept on going on like that
Let loose to everything
Trying to fulfill my aim
The aim that would lead the people around me to pride
But lead me to nowhere from the deepest of my soul
I then cared nothing but the thought to learn, to achieve, to succeed and to forget all
I failed? No
I was on the top of all
I was the best and the worst
Nothing but study
Nothing but working
And no one but myself alone
But why ….
Why has that “one” come
That was “the one” and forever is the only one
That is you
You are the one who helped me out
Make me believe again
Make me feel again
And help me understand everything once again
How? I don’t know
But I know for sure one thing
Thanks to you
I truly live this hard but sweet life
I’ll always remember having you besides me
Always by my side in my mind and in my heart
If one day you go away
I won’t fell again
I won’t lose heart anymore
I just keep on going
Because I know I’m not the only one who is living
I also live this life for myself and also others
The ones I love and trust
They may hurt me
They may fail me
But so what?
What to complain about? What to mourn about?
I’ll live happily to the rest
You can’t find the way to happiness
Happiness is the way
If someday I’m lost again
I just need to look for a new door, another door
The door that I may not know good or bad
But I always know
Would lead me a new world, another world
Where I stand up and make things better again….
Yohsky
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