This is dedicated to all of you

I have written this since 9th grade but have just added some new things. Hope you have good time reading it. Take this easy alright .

The one

Once I have been told:

“In the darkest time hey you young fellow

You should never lose your faith and belief.”

And hey folks at that time

I thought I got it all but no

I just got the saying but not the problem

Then with the years passed by

I had good time and bad time

And there in the darkest time of all

I fell over the edge

Deep in my soul I thought I had lost all

None could pull me back

None would make me believe

Even the person I had trusted so much

And for that I felt such loss

So much in despair

So much in depressed

Then I felt nothing more

Nothing could change my feeling

Nothing would make me feel again

The joy, the happiness even those sorrows

I kept on going on like that

Let loose to everything

Trying to fulfill my aim

The aim that would lead the people around me to pride

But lead me to nowhere from the deepest of my soul

I then cared nothing but the thought to learn, to achieve, to succeed and to forget all

I failed? No

I was on the top of all

I was the best and the worst

Nothing but study

Nothing but working

And no one but myself alone

But why ….

Why has that “one” come

That was “the one” and forever is the only one

That is you

You are the one who helped me out

Make me believe again

Make me feel again

And help me understand everything once again

How? I don’t know

But I know for sure one thing

Thanks to you

I truly live this hard but sweet life

I’ll always remember having you besides me

Always by my side in my mind and in my heart

If one day you go away

I won’t fell again

I won’t lose heart anymore

I just keep on going

Because I know I’m not the only one who is living

I also live this life for myself and also others

The ones I love and trust

They may hurt me

They may fail me

But so what?

What to complain about? What to mourn about?

I’ll live happily to the rest

You can’t find the way to happiness

Happiness is the way

If someday I’m lost again

I just need to look for a new door, another door

The door that I may not know good or bad

But I always know

Would lead me a new world, another world

Where I stand up and make things better again….

Yohsky